Insomnia

Ok, I'm really trying to stay optimistic and upbeat but I'm not feeling it. I've been up since 3 am. I had to force myself to go back to sleep at 5:30 for at least an hour so that I got some rest. I'm tired yet not sleepy tired. I feel like i just need to lie down and nothing at all. But that's not going to happen because I have tons of errands to run before going to my doctor's appointment today.

I am just so ready to have this baby already. Between his weight, the swelling and the annoying questions people keep asking, I'm mentally done. I am no longer a happy camper nor will I front like I am. If one more damn person says to me, "Why are you still pregnant?!" or "You're still here at work?" YES I AM 38 WEEKS PREGNANT AND STILL HERE! I can't rush when this will happen but I certainly want it to. Ugh! But hey, when Kendall is ready to make his appearance, he will. He is definitely a Leo; gotta run shyt even from the womb.

Well, I have my doc appointment in a few hours so maybe I've dilated. I'm hoping I have. I plan to eat some lunch here in a few. Nothing heavy until after my appt. We're on water restriction here at work so we can't drink the water until notified. This sucks because water tastes so good and now I have to spend $1.25 just get a bottle. Geez! Anyway, I suppose I'll try to do some work (yea right, what work), eat and the head out for my appointment.