I have officially reached my breaking point with this baby shower. No seriously, I'm done. I have changed my mind about the freaking decorations, colors and invitations so many times. I don't have a clue what I want at this point. No, I take that back; I do but I'm just having a helluva time saying that's finally it. Granted I have a month to have it together but I feel I need to do this now. Hell, we haven't even ordered the funiture yet. Screw this, I'm not going to wait around for K to do this when he wants. This needs to be done. I'm sorry but I have a serious attitude today. I guess this is the moody part of pregnancy. Whatever. It's just been one of those days when I should have stayed in bed. Lord knows I wish I had but I can't. No, mommy has to come to work and make money so she can take care of things before Kendall gets here. I may start going out for lunch again. I used to spend that time going to the store and getting so air. Perhaps that will help my mood. It just seems like everyone insists on annoying me today.
I dont like my hair, I feel like nothing I put on is cute, I look a dayum mess, my skin is either really oily or really dry, my hair on my legs has me looking like a Yetti died on it. I mean, come on. No, let me stop complaining. I am ever grateful for every challenge and every uphill battle because the end result is this beautiful baby boy growing inside of me. Speaking of which, I put a message out in the Parent' sListserv about childbirth classes and got TONS of responses. This one girl told me I could call her personally and she would relay some info to me. She gave birth at the same hospital I'll be at. Everyone is raving hypnobirthing and the bradley method. I want to try a combination of both, primarily the hypnobirthing. I'm really excited about. I know what type of birth experience I want and are glad I have the support of my family and the midwives for that.
One lady made a good point, she said that she thinks the best prevention and way to have natural childbirth is to exercise and preparation. How awesome is that? I need to increase my exercising, although I do pretty good now. I could certainly do more walking and plan to break out the yoga dvd when I get home. No sense in it lying around collecting dust. I need to put it to work. End of discussion.
Ok, I feel a little better now that I've had a midday vent fest. On the baby progression note, I've been experiencing some pressure down there. Like his foot is going to out or something. I know that sounds strange but it seems like he's lower. I don't think he's head down at all (why do I have a breech baby) but I'm going to do the exercises they recommend to get them to turn. We'll wait about 3 more weeks and see if he starts to turn then. at 8 months, this boy better be face down and ready to decend. Momma can't take it if I have to have a c-section. Lord knows I don't pray for that.
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