I can't sleep. the time is 11:16 pm and I can not go to sleep. It's not like I need to rush to bed or anything considering how tonight is Friday but I do feel like I should be knocked out. I guess since my mind is heavy, I can't truly rest the way I want. I was thinking of going to WalMart and doing some shopping. Part of me wants to call K and tell him that I'm coming over. I know I'll sleep great with him. As a matter of fact, I think that's it. I don't want to sleep alone. I sleep so good when I sleep with him. I guess I feel a bit more safe and relaxed.

My baby shower at work today was awesome. I didn't get a whole bunch of gifts but I got some great ones. I'll have to send out thank you cards as soon as I have some time next week. I'm a little more motivated to go out and start buying stuff now myself. Which is part of my plan for going to Walmart at midnight anyway.

The printers sent me a proof of the invitation and they messed it up. *sigh* good thing my mom checked it and called me because I would have totally forgotten about it until tonight. i'll try to get over there tomorrow to ensure that they get it together. Lord knows I can't have jacked up invitations and I need them by the end of the week next week. Which also reminds me that I need to pick up labels.

Actually let me go ahead and admit this now: I'm lonely. I hate sitting here at night alone. That's why I'm constantly going over to my parents house. Granted they live around the corner but I'm still lonely as all get out.I just wish K were here with me. Ok, ok, I need to get over it! I suppose I'm rambling now because I'm tired. Which I am. I just want to go to bed with him and forget about everything else. My friend Keith is having a cookout tomorrow and I know he'll be dog tired when its all over since he's helping him cook. Let me get up and go to Walmart. I don't know who I'm kidding. I can't focus and maybe going shopping will help.