So I had another "I'm going to be somebody's mother" panic attack today. I think the stress of trying to figure out my apartment situation, coupled with lack of money today, etc, has been overwhelming. I know I'm worrying for no reason but still. This is MAJOR. I didn't think it would be like this. I always envisioned pregnancy as carefree and breezy. I mean, technically it is but sometimes, the emotions are uncontrollable.
The plan is going to register this weekend. I think we said tomorrow. Pretty much knock out every and any store we need to hit. I'm going to spend the evening rearranging and packing up my apartment. I really want to move into a two bedroom but I think it will be better if I just stick where I am and make things work for me. I'll try not to keep worrying but I just want things to be as close to perfect for this little boy as possible. I know that's asking a bit much but hey, gotta make it work.
I've still been thinking about this name thing and one name still sticks with me. I know K wants to kinda wait but hey, I know what I want my child named. I won't stress it but I won't keep calling him "little boy" either. LOL. Since I have nothing to post I guess I'll leave you with a picture from 23 wks and 4 days..
UPDATE: Let me add a note that on 4/10, my mom said that I would pretty much spend the rest of my life yellling out instructions when it comes to kids. "Sit down", "don't do that", "be still" "clean your room" etc. Just want to make sure I remember this.
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