catching up

I didn't realize until this morning that I hadn't blogged since last Thursday. Much has happened. Let's get started:

Thursday - I was sick and nauseous for most of the day. I still think the feta cheese on that Greek salad had something to do with it. I felt awful but I did manage to make it to dinner at Wahoo which was great by the way. It was fun seeing the girls and just kicking back for an evening. I did feel extremely sick all the way home and went right to bed.

Friday - still sick and not feeling well at all. Wasn't sure if I was going to make it to the fight party or not. I talked to K friday night and just lied in bed. I wasn't feel up to doing much since it was snowing (which was beautiful. I have pics) so I just stayed in and slept.

Saturday - K called and woke me up. He offered to come take me grocery shopping (I love him sometimes) but I said I would be ok. The snow was coming down pretty hard and it was rather icy out but I managed to push through the nausea and fatigue and go. Glad I did because I got tons of stuff. I did go to the fight party which had a huge turnout. I only stayed until 1 because I was tired. Interestingly enough, Chris kept asking me if there was something I wanted to talk to him about. I had no idea what he was talking about so I just ignored him. I spent the night at K's b/c there was no way I was driving to Stockbridge. On my way to his house, some guy at the gas station was hitting on me. It was really sweet but i wasn't interested. Anyone who refers to themselves with initials and wears an afro wig is not my type. During the night, K was playing with the baby who was unusally active in the middle of the night. I felt his hand on my stomach but I was exhausted. It was really sweet. I feel as though he's getting a little more comofortable with this pending baby situation.

Sunday- Woke up at K's with the worst nausea. I had him go out in the cold and get me some grits and watermelon. We ate and watched a movie in bed and I took a nap. By afternoon, I felt better and went out shopping. I was craving a hot dog and some spinanch. The hot dog wasn't as satisfying but the spinach was sooooo good! I can't wait to eat it for lunch on Wednesday. Dinner for me consisted of berries and spinanch. Meat wasn't looking or smelling too good. I ended up in bed in at 9:30 and I think he got in bed at 11:30. I just to love for him to hold me when I sleep and rest his hand on my belly.

Monday - Since it was a holiday I was off so I spent the day at home sleep. I did hang out at my uncle's house for a while and then at my parents but I was home by 8 and sleep by 9:30. It was just a lazy day for me. Glad I took advantage of it and rested. For some reason, I couldn't sleep again so I kept waking up. Need to investigate that some more. I did go check out some apartments. The ones across the street at awesome and I just might consider moving there if the money is right. Need to call my complex today and find out about transfering.

Today - Well, back at work. Feeling a little tired and a little nauseous but I'll get through it. I'm supposed to be meeting with my new boss this afternoon but hopefully she contacts me before I leave for the day at 3:30. I'm so anxious for my first appointment tomorrow. I swear it doesn't feel like I'm pregnant but I know I am. I just want to hear a heartbeat and see the baby. I think it will put my mind at ease so much more as opposed to waiting and wondering. K is going with me tomorrow. Maybe then I'll believe I'm actually pregnant and not keep feeling like I'm mentally convincing myself. Oddly, this baby is pretty active this morning. Gosh, i feel him/her jumping all over the place. I think they like this smoothie i'm drinking.

Emotionally I'm ok. I'm not upset, not really extremely happy just....content. Next month will bring tons of change and as I go into my 13th week this week, the magnitude of everything is settling in for me. Wow. I'm really going to be a mom. I had a dream the other night that I had the baby and that it was a boy. In the dream, I wasn't prepared for the baby to be here so I didn't have any of the baby stuff unpacked or opened. He was the most adorable little boy with K's complex and smile and my eyes. I am dying to know if this kid is a boy or girl. I just pray for a healthy and happy baby and think the Lord everyday for a such a blessing.

Well, let me get started on my work day.