Monday Woes

Yesterday was a rough day, emotionally and physically. I don't think I've been that sick since I found out I was pregnant. I could not get out of bed for fear of vomitting everywhere. I did, however, manage to finally take a shower and go to the store while I felt up to it.

I've been feeling like I'm in this pregnancy alone, although I know I'm not. K is very much there but I have to keep reminding myself this is just as much of a shock to him as it is me. I guess physically it's harder on me. I try to remember to keep my emotions in tact and not go off on him just because. I don't do it intentionally I just sometimes need someone to rub my back or hug me and say "it will be ok". This baby is certainly making his/her presence known in my life. The morning sickness (which should be called all-damn-day sickness), the crazy hormones and the craves (pickles, lettuce and spicy food) is kicking my butt. One thing I don't doubt is that this little boy/girl will certainly make sure everyone knows they are here.

Despite how rough yesterday was, I felt much better after I told K how I felt. I'm sure it didn't make a bit of sense to him but I needed to let it out. I just needed to let him know how I felt. Since we haven't told any friends, I don't really have anyone to talk to about this. And besides, he's the only one that I want (and should) discuss my feelings with right now. We're having a baby for goodness sakes.

Nonetheless, I feel much better today (emotionally) but the sickness is bearing down on me physically. I can't wait for my first doctor's appointment on NYE. I feel great knowing that my grandparents and his grandfather is watching over and protecting this child. Did I mention that I've thought of baby names? Of course I'm not going to reveal them this early on but I've made headway.

How I'm feeling:
Very nauseous, not quite tired, sore boobs

How far along am I:
6wks and 3 days